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7/12/2008 Hey, I'm Ruwei~ Hey, I'm Ruwei~ I love sugar. Sweet treats make me happy! I hate sugar. They can easily make me fat... I love cookies. They taste good! I hate cookies. They carry high calories... I love salmon. People say eating fish can make you smart! I hate salmon. They are expensive... I love dogs. They are cute! I hate dogs. They bark... I love sun. It brings a bright sunny day! I hate sun. It gets me tanned... I love Internet. It brings fun to my life! I hate Internet. It keeps me distracted from study... I love cameras. when I look good in photos! I hate cameras. when I look ugly and stupid in photos... I love shopping. Girls never feel they have enough clothes! I hate shopping. I don't have money... I love traveling. Visiting different places is FUN! I hate traveling. Again, no money... I love credit card. You spend money and it's not yours! I hate credit card. I still have to pay them back, and finally realize I've spent that much money, unconsciously... I love reading. Smart guys write great papers and models! I hate reading. Why I'm not as smart as them and still struggling with a simple idea... I love writing. It's a good way to express my feelings! I hate writing. Sometimes it's still not enough to deliver thoughts... I love teaching. My students make me feel honored! I hate teaching. Being nervous is still a big trouble... I love long-distance. Good chance to have some freedom! I hate long-distance. Missing someone but cannot be with him is torturing... I love myself, I hate myself, I'm ambivalent. I'm kinda weird. BUT, this is me^_^ 7/3/2008 UPDATE!! 我知道过分了。。。两个月不更新,上来锄草前还忽悠一下。。。有意见的同志尽管扔西红柿鸡蛋过来,最近物价上涨,找救济只能用这种烂招。。。然后,开始放水来报流水账——我果然脸皮很厚。。。 这个水龙头一开,水就哗啦啦流回到两个月前,无非是期末复习加考试。我这个学期真正考试的只有两门,但同大家一样,基本在为一门课担心——时间序列。老师是毕业不久的韩国人,nice得很,就是上课让人抓狂,讲得快又难,全班的一致动作就是握笔抄笔记。他一般会在课前先发要讲的notes,然后把 notes上重要的概念或定理再用粉笔在黑板上抄一遍,这个时候基本是整堂课上全班的happy时光,可以说笑谈天,只等他一回头开讲,depress开始。。。多谢伟大的haiyan同学上课时勇猛与他argue,终于争取来他答应每人可以带两页自制notes上考场的请求,据说美国人俗称这种小条叫 "chea-chea"(音),不知道拼的对不对,大致就是“合法”的作弊小条的意思。我基本是把这个“神圣”的任务留到了考前一晚的8点,旁边摞着他这学期发的一堆notes,然后竭尽一切所能用本人肉眼勉强能辨认的手能描出的最小字体往纸上抄各种定义定理,只等考试时一懵就往上搬,恩。。。这项伟大事业一直持续到第二天早上,中途3点实在太困睡了一小时,然后抄完后又小憩一会,就怀揣那两张似爬满蚂蚁的纸作“武器”赴战场了。。。当然,这个考试还被我们赋予了特殊意义,就是人生最后一场考试!Thank goodness,终于考到头了,下学期除了一门写作课,还要选一门,怎么也不选要考试的课了。。。还好最后成绩对得起我那晚的艰苦劳动,考试生涯画上句号,激动的唱两声啦啦啦~ 然后,就屁颠屁颠心花怒放的回家了!离家两年第一次返乡,飞机降落在浦东机场的那一刹相当激动,脑子里想起的一句台词是“我胡汉三又回来了!”。。。晕,这好像不是什么好话。。。不管了,反正回国了,要好好FB,好好吃,好好逛街,好好shopping,好好blabla。不料发现国内物价飞涨,美元飞速贬值,“好好”要换成“少”。。。不过见到家人朋友还是很happy的事情,尽管老爸老妈在经过我几天闹腾“折磨”后就缴枪投降苦求我权当饶了他们赏点清净寒假 别回家了,当然我的回答是不行的,本人回家上瘾后要经常回来滴~不知道他们听到后有没有慌,嘻嘻~反正有奶奶外公外婆阿姨叔叔婶婶一干人等在背后撑腰, 我相当嚣张,恩。 还和初高中的同学好友们聚会了,尽管很久不见,见面依旧熟悉的感觉,很舒服^_^平儿越发卡哇伊了,女人,下次装嫩事先通知我一声,我老骨头也凑合一起装装嫩 当然,回家也有不爽,就是脸上长痘痘,痘痘!据说是水土不服,想不通我回趟这自己都生活了20多年的土地居然还会“不服”?当然也有让我听了比较happy的解释,就是还嫩,发育是要长“青春美丽疙瘩豆”的,hiahia~~ 实际上,在美生活了两年,回去后也有一些地方开始不大适应,比如拥挤的人群,比如横冲直撞的出租车,比如不怎么nice的服务人员,比如上洗手间要自己带纸,比如有点浑浊的空气,比如晚上睡觉晚有人管|||-_-于是,希望家乡能够变更好的同时,也会想念大洋彼岸的那个小镇,还有彼时在西北某角落受压榨的某人。 然后,就回来了,回到我亲耐的C'ville。天气很热很闷,要憋出一篇paper的心情更闷,再加上我这个神人在机场把电脑显示屏摔坏,刚回来几天竟有点手足无措。现在生活正逐渐步上正轨,是好现象,恩。虽然paper的topic仍没着落,虽然我的电脑还很可怜的屏幕一片漆黑,虽然我依然不知道自己每天都在晃什么,但是,要安慰自己,topic会有的,电脑会好的,生活也会更好的。有人顶一下没?。。。 最后,补上迟到的对四川灾区的祝福。。。现在学校里几个热心中美学生正在组队筹划一个将持续整个八月的concerts活动以为灾区募捐,希望自己到时也能尽点力。:) 好,暂时想到这些,要睡觉了。痘痘还在顽固地霸占脸上的显著部位不肯褪去,即便说我嫩还要发育我也不干了! |
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